Post by lillian avery kennedy on Jul 12, 2012 17:39:56 GMT -5
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[rs=2] | NAME: Lillian Avery Kennedy NICKNAMES: Lilly, Lils AGE: Twenty-Nine OCCUPATION: House Wife SEXUALITY: Heterosexual RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Married LIKES: - Wild flowers - Chocolates - Romance novels - Reading on the beach - Spending time with her husband - Baking - Horse back riding - Children - Hosting a party - Orange soda - Oriental foods DISLIKES: - Insects of any kind - People who speak improperly - Thunderstorms - Her husband being away so often - Balloons - Dust - A dirty house - Confrontations - Everything being computer based SECRETS: - I'm pregnant - I love with my husband, but I'm scared he is having an affair with another woman - I've been hanging out with an old childhood crush because my husband is never around. I know it's wrong but he makes me feel wanted. BEST MEMORY: The day Noah proposed to me is by far the best memory I have, as of right now anyway. It was right after graduation when everyone was meeting outside to find their families and friends. He approached me just as I family surrounded me to congratulate me for my success. He called out my name and I remember turning towards him with the biggest grin on my face. I remember being scared at first because he had looked so nervous, but then he took my hand and got down on one knee. The last thing I remember was hearing my mouth scream out that her baby girl was getting married and I started crying. Crying so hard in fact that I couldn't speak. I had to nod my head yes in reply. We got married six months later. WORST MEMORY: It's horrible but the worst memory I have is actually on the day that should have been one of my happiest. It was the day I found out that I was pregnant with our first child. I was so excited leaving the doctor's office I couldn't wait to tell my husband. So, I called him and spilled my guts. I should have known something was wrong when he told me he'd call me back later and hung up. When he got home from work later that evening all hell broke lose. He started screaming and I took it as he was just panicked. We never had discussed it, having kids that is. What really upset me is that he told me to get rid of it. I never been so broken, but I stood my grounds. I'm not getting rid of my child because he's scared to be a man. JOURNAL ENTRY:PRESENT DAY: Dear Diary, I never feel well anymore. I can't keep anything down and I'm always tired. Keeping up with the house chores is becoming such a task. I just don't have in me to be bothered with dishes and vacuuming. I feel like that's the only thing I ever do. I wish Noah was around more to help me out, but I honestly think he is avoiding me. I know he told me he never wanted children, but it's not like I planned this. I just hope that eventually he'll come around though I'm terrified that he won't. I'm terrified I'll lose him in the end. I can only hope that things will go back to normal once the baby is born. I miss the man I fell in love with. Sincerely, Lillian Kennedy |
lana. twenty-four. ten years. |
